Feeling Blue … I need my Music

It’s been a while since I visited… too busy with school, work and family.  I sat down to study, but I am just not in studying mood… my mind won’t stay focus… I think I need to turn on my music and relax a little… Too bad I cannot play one, but listening will do…

When the past catches up with the present, and the present retreats to the past and future seems too far ahead, my head spins with confusion.  My heart feels heavy and I retreat to my shell: the smiley yet melancholic shield I have contrived. 

But then I need you because my shield cannot cover my morose unsociable manner.  My shield can only put fake smile on my face; I find solace only in your presence.  My stoic manner is only mirroring the deep darkness within me.  I need to feel and romance, the euphony that you generate to my ears.  You are the nectar my soul needs to taste.   My heart dances to your beat, my ears rejoice with your harmony.   A wise poet once said, “Music is the language of the spirit. It opens the secret of life bringing peace, abolishing strife.”

 

When I hear your harmonious sound, I feel in love again.  My soul’s thirst is quenched.  The cacophony in my world disappears.  My face fills with smile.  You help me put my shield where it belongs…

 

Come to me; let me hear your sweet sound again, let me dance to your flawless beats.  Let me feel you caress my soul again; let me feel you in my heart.  Come and help my feet move; make me elate and swim in euphoria.  Let me be in peace… One more time, I need YOUR PEACE!!